Almost three years I moderate this forum and, until recently with lots of joy. The way some people like to attack eachother, show their disrespect to other members has driven this place from a great peacefull sociaty in a few months to a bearpit.
Me, my family, my students, colleagues and my work suffer from these recent developments! Although I got up at 5.30 this morning I hardly had time to get Bram out of bed, give him some food and bring him to school, while he will be at his grandma until tomorrow , so I haven't even got quality time for him this morning. Some of you understand I love my son and want to spend some time with him. Instead it ended up this morning in a little crying guy in the middle of the garden with his bike in his hands screaming "I hate you dad!".
In the beginning we had just as much members as now, and I franklie, didn't have to moderate at all, since people were, probably acting like in my liberal colorful spirit of G-Peopleland (refering to many great coments I got from visitors).
I feel very sad about ganging up agains single members causing Mike to leave.
A close colleague and watchcollector (Richel, check my g-peoplel section) has been diagnosed prostate cancer, which is the second close colleague in a short time diagnosed wth this disease, which amplifies my sad feelings too
I had a great night doing recordings in my studio last night, but appearantly the words that I don't have to worrie about this forum had no meaning (yeah, try to find that post back in this mess).
Work here have piled up sky high due to being on the forum instead of doing my job, and I'm afraid I will be home late. It will be followed by a wedding party.
I have asked the help of Thimothy and Obie to clean up the mess, which gives me a very bad feeling. Thimothy has his hands full on the Sinn forum and now I have put him up with more work.
I hope I can do the clean up at my work today and I can safely go to the Wedding Party tonight.